i am happy. i am embracing myself, the inner workings of my mind. emotions are so delicate, like rotten rose petals with musky traces of fragrance. there is a sadness present, & if i act upon it, make it go away, i’m torn, as if sadness is meant to be there. i am sure it is, creating an equilibrium in the fragile state of the human mind like some entranced peace maker. the fragile state of my mind. i wish i could tap into it.